500 DAYS WITH BRIDGE

alright, this is sort of spontaneous so i hope i could say everything i had in mind earlier.

ups & downs, we've been through hell together. 500 days may sound short, but being in the situation we've been through, oh god, bet they wouldn't make it.

i would like to thank you for putting up with me for 500 days & 500 nights never changing and omnipresent. trials, we had a share of that every now and then, it wasn't easy, it was like being in fight of life & death.

thank you for sticking up with me despite my never ending rantings, demands, bawlings, ill-temperedness and loving me nonetheless.

i apologize if i sometimes make you feel taken for granted, i never intended that; inferior, i was just pointing out your flaws but it's merely constructive critisism; stupid, i just want to make it clear that you never were.

i also want to apologize for being impulsive, cocky, impatient, narrow-minded, prima donna, exaggerately paranoid and too self-absorbed. sometimes i tend to be inconsiderate, it always has to be about me. you know that i'm not really like that. it's just that i miss you much, and i can't be with you physically even if i wanted to...

keep in mind that i accept you for who you are. regardless of what you have and what you don't have. and that i love you with all of my heart and my soul. and that things keep bothering me, i cannot help it, but i am always rest assured that your faithfulness will never change; that i get mad because you tend to lose yourself in what you are doing and forget your needs and priorities; that i'm jealous only because i lost you once, i don't want to take the risk, i never want to lose you again...

i would never desert you, or hurt you in ways i wouldn't want to be hurt. i can never promise not to hurt you, but never intentionally. i will always respect you, treasure you, keep you, care for you and love you unconditionally. when the time comes that we're both too old to even kiss each other at night, i would still force myself despite the arthritis and all to kiss you goodnight, i would still make you feel loved. i will hug you tight when you feel cold, i would still let you put your legs on me while we sleep, kiss me when we wake up despite the morning breath and caress me just like what we are doing now... i want you to know that this is forever babe, not another case of shortlived relationships that we're used to.

you gave me a new reason to live. you are my bestfriend, my greatest listener, my helping hand, my caring shoulder, my security blanket, my knight in shining armor, my image of chivalry, my source of strength, my core reason for living, my eternal bliss, an inherent part of who i am, the definition of my very being.

we may have endured 500 fruitful days together, but can you do it for another 500 months or so? coz i can do it for another 500 lifetimes...

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHTOM.

usted es el único para mí y tengo la intención de guardarlo aquel camino. por favor, esté lo mío para siempre.

-BRiiiDGE IN L♥VE

sh!t!

suddenly i realized, i'm not made up of steel like superman, nor like iron like ironman. i'm in a messed up ocean of dilemma that keeps on flowing one after another that it piled up on me. i'm trapped in a hurricane of confusion and now, i can barely keep up. damn it! i thought i can cope up.

-confusedBRIDGE

make me feel dignified through this shithole :D

before you ever occurred, i vowed to myself, never again would i fall as hard like i did in my past relationships. i've been through hell again and again like a never ending cycle and i said to myself, stop, this has to be the last. i moved on and learned my lesson. you came and here i am, doing the same thing, but now with pride and conviction. i know every now and then i would get hurt. but you know what? i'm willing to go through all of it over and over and over again, just for you. :]
iloveyouT♥M
-BRIDGE♥

SUPERLOVE!

i met a man with the most hating eyes. scared at first so i never gave much attention to him. if there is more to this man, i told myself, i would never want to find out. for in his stride, a deep gushing hatred- to whom, i don't know, and i don't care... or so i thought...

weeks passed and this man with the strong fascade was revealing himself to me. coccooned in a hard shell was a butterfly yet to come out. intrigued, i got myself hooked. slowly, gently, i was in an unexplainable attachment. getting rid of the connection building up became really tough. like some sort of inevitable bridging of two hearts and meeting halfway. it's wasn't like those love-at-first-sight in movies. it was a development of feelings, gaining of trust, gradually being at ease with one another. there no princes and princesses like those in fairy tales. it was just me & him. unfancy as it may seem, but it brought the rainbow in my cloudy day.

it started out smooth sailing- floating freely in a still lake. no turbulence, no huge waves. just clear waters and serene ambience that envelops us with such peace that it everything seemed INVULNERABLE. little by little, the lake we've been sailing on became murky. Deceipt was hiding beyond the beauty of it all. a storm was building up. then it hit us... it hits us HARD.

the juggernaut that hit us made a crater in the smooth soil where we planted our dreams. it dried up our rows of roses of time, daisies of hopes, buds of our hardships and sunflowers of forever. all were gone. all were dead and withered.
one day, i decided to leave. i made a forkway in the straight path we were heading. i took my own course to a more blissful life. it wasn't an easy road to take, especially not by myself. but i made it halfway through. i was on my way to happiness. but something was missing. so i went back to the old road hoping to find what i have left behind that seemed inherent.

as i was walking back, i saw him in our garden of love. he was filling up the empty craters. i helped him sow the seeds and plant new ones. we planted rows and rows of sweet wishes and a heartful of aspirations. we watered each and every one together. i finally found what i have left behind. after the long and winding road to my sought after happiness, here i am, back to where i started. back to my eternal bliss- HIM.

time passed rapidly, going past us at the speed of light, but it was all right. don't matter much. for every minute was well spent and everything was worth the while. trials hit us in the face with such force that we almost gave up. all bruised up, we still decided that we'd make it through no matter what. hand in hand we faced the blows together. it hurts like hell but we were there for each other while the pain ceases. we were each other's foundations of strength, pillars of hope and he's my security blanket that hugs me through my insecurities. we are each other's bestfriend, lover and confidante. whatever god has in store for us, i hope we make it through side by side. it's not an easy battle, we know it. we'll strive for the peak. and once we reach the climax, nothing is above us, nothing is out of reach. let's make it mahal, all rigt? :]

iloveyouT♥M

-BRIDGE♥

THANK YOU MRS. CORY AQUINO

This epilogue represents my personal thanks to Mrs. Aquino.

I may not be alive the time President Cory served our country but her legacy lived throughout the present generation. Mrs. Aquino has been a good leader and a role model for all of us. She was not only a mother of her own children but also to our countrymen. She devoted her life helping everyone especially those in need. Mrs. Cory Aquino was simply, inevitably admirable.

My grandparents were grieving over the death of the deceased president. They had been active during the Martial Law and had been part of the EDSA Revolution. My grandfather had served the country as a policeman but was one of the people who were fighting for democracy during the rallies in EDSA. And like my grandfather, Cory fought for the right of the country, not because she has to due to the death of her husband Ninoy Aquino but because she wants our country to be free from the cruelty of Marcos and His dictatorship. Maybe because it was her call of duty from God, and maybe because she just wants to…

President Aquino’s bravery is one-of-a-kind. She stood up for everybody’s rights. This happened after Ninoy was shot in the tarmac of Philippine Airlines, and Marcos was said to have him killed because Ninoy was Marcos’ number one critic at that time. And in the midst of all these war, Cory stood strong, with strong faith in God. Even without the presence of her own husband, she went out there and voiced out what she’s been fighting for. But she was not alone. And she knows it. She goes to EDSA and sees all these people fighting with her, fighting for the right of mankind, fighting for freedom, fighting for justice for all the political killings during the Marcos regime, fighting for the economy, fighting for the release of media, fighting for life-not only hers, but for the life of everyone.

Mrs. Cory Aquino is one remarkable woman. A fine lady with a heart of a lion and the strength of man. A devoted catholic who prays for the needy, the sick and the weak. A woman who does not only think of her own sake but of others too.

I want to thank President Cory Aquino for helping achieve the freedom that I am experiencing right now, for fighting for democracy so nobody in my generation would live in fear. I want to thank her for lending a helping hand to those who need it. Our family had been one of those she helped. My grandfather, a retired policeman, was given a housing during his service to the force. What our family received was little compared to the numerous blessing Mrs. Aquino has shared to the Filipino people.

So kudos to you, Mrs. President. You had been God’s blessing to all of us. You are worthy to be recognized for your kindness. May you be happily eloped in the loving hands of the Lord, because you deserve it.

“Ninoy: The Filipinos are worth dying for. Cory The Filipinos are worth living for…”

-BRIDGE

your legacy will live on as we, the new generation, take your place in serving the country...

BLAST FROM THE PAST!

Recently I've been getting connections from people that had been part of my past. Friends, acquaintances, persistent admirers and the like. One of which had been my best friend, then turned boyfriend, then turned friend then turned plain acquaintance. The other one had been a friend whom I've not been really in touch with for quite some time... and I don't really care. haha. Well he's been a frequent commute-mate, and nothing more than that. And I've been hearing from close friends whom I've not been really in good terms with, but hey, I can't stay mad at them. They're great part of my life and I love being with them so whatever bad happened between us is sooo yesterday.

There's just one person who I really don't want to hear from. Just hearing the name gives me nightmares. The person used to be a huge part of my life and now that I'm reminded of "IT" makes me feel indifferent. I'm the type of person who doesn't regret things that I've done but there's this part of me that doesn't want to be part of that past anymore. If I could only erase that point of my life that I've been with "IT," I'd probably would.

I refer to the person as "IT" because I don't want give specifications regarding "IT" and "IT" is sooo inhumane, rude and insane all at the same time, and I can't imagine myself seeing "IT" and be apathetic. "IT" is so naive and narrowminded as HELL!

But if not for "IT" I wouldn't be meeting my present companion(and hopefully this is for keeps.)

MEN&WOMEN

"LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES. YOU KNOW IT'S FULL OF SHIT BUT YOU KEEP ON EATING IT ANYWAY..."

This line goes out to people who insists on loving someone even though it kills them. This goes out most probably to women who keeps on loving ungrateful bastards who take advantage of the love women are unconditionally giving them.

Life is unfair. Men and women are not created equal. Men are very irrational while women are very intellegent but are seldom wise when it comes to love. Men are actually more emotional than women but doesn't frankly express it. Women has too much love to give for a single man that it smothers them while men has too much love to give that he can love not just a single woman. Unfair right?

Let's define these two words: MAN & WOMAN:
WOMAN:(N) the less dominant in relationships because they let men manipulate them so that they can please them. Women tend to be very possessive at times but for the reason that guys are very ungrateful beings, they don't know how to appreciate a single woman's effort. Beings that would do anything and would sacrifice EVERYTHING for the unappreciative factory-defects called MEN.

MAN:(N) the dominant in relationships because men tend not to put their pride and ego in low profile. Men think that they should always be masculine-and when we say masculine, MEN and WOMEN have different definitions for it. For women masculinity simply means doing the ORNDINARY manly stuff, while for men, it means proving the other guys that because he's a man, he can get any woman he wants in a blink of an eye. Men tend to be very pathetic at times because they get too overwhelmed by the attention and love women are giving them.
Let's face the truth. The PERFECT MAN doesn't exist. Your knight in shining armor is busy laying-i mean slaying bithces,oh gosh i mean dragons. Even in Fairy Tales where we think fantasy takes place and things that are beyond belief comes to life still isn't perfect. Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, Rapunzel... in books they all ended up happily... but the truth is, it is no different from reality. They all ended up with a player. They're all married to one guy-PRINCE CHARMING.

My boyfriend once told me: "Men are really hard to please, if we can only have two ladies at the same time, we would." Yep it came from my boyfriend and it hit in the face like BAM! It came from a man's point of view so generally speaking, men are really morons! They are really unbelievable! We should put men in our position and cheat on them to get even. We should let them experience sleepless nights, excreting bucketsful of tears, never ending heart-to-heart talks with girlfriends(which sometimes gets very very very annoying!), loss of appetite and having a heavy heart- the kind that makes you feel as if your heart fell inside your stomach and you feel giddy and crazy!

I'm not saying these things because i'm a feminist. I'm saying this as a woman who had experienced dealing with cheating boyfriends and can't believe that after I've given so much, they still aren't satisfied. Maybe next time I should do tricks like eat fire, do tumblings and splits to please them, but sorry, I ain't as stupid as I was before.
I think I've gotten my point straight. Men are naive, insensitive, greedy, selfish and apathetic. BUT the bottomline of this story is: WOMEN are the STUPID-est beings on earth for letting men treat them less than how they deserve to be treated. WOMEN keep on eating the chocolates even though it's bad for them.

AND I'M A SELF-ADMITTED STUPID WOMAN like how I described it above. And the sad thing is... I'm not the only one....