Tuesday, April 6, 2010

500 DAYS WITH BRIDGE


alright, this is sort of spontaneous so i hope i could say everything i had in mind earlier.

ups & downs, we've been through hell together. 500 days may sound short, but being in the situation we've been through, oh god, bet they wouldn't make it.

i would like to thank you for putting up with me for 500 days & 500 nights never changing and omnipresent. trials, we had a share of that every now and then, it wasn't easy, it was like being in fight of life & death.

thank you for sticking up with me despite my never ending rantings, demands, bawlings, ill-temperedness and loving me nonetheless.

i apologize if i sometimes make you feel taken for granted, i never intended that; inferior, i was just pointing out your flaws but it's merely constructive critisism; stupid, i just want to make it clear that you never were.

i also want to apologize for being impulsive, cocky, impatient, narrow-minded, prima donna, exaggerately paranoid and too self-absorbed. sometimes i tend to be inconsiderate, it always has to be about me. you know that i'm not really like that. it's just that i miss you much, and i can't be with you physically even if i wanted to...

keep in mind that i accept you for who you are. regardless of what you have and what you don't have. and that i love you with all of my heart and my soul. and that things keep bothering me, i cannot help it, but i am always rest assured that your faithfulness will never change; that i get mad because you tend to lose yourself in what you are doing and forget your needs and priorities; that i'm jealous only because i lost you once, i don't want to take the risk, i never want to lose you again...

i would never desert you, or hurt you in ways i wouldn't want to be hurt. i can never promise not to hurt you, but never intentionally. i will always respect you, treasure you, keep you, care for you and love you unconditionally. when the time comes that we're both too old to even kiss each other at night, i would still force myself despite the arthritis and all to kiss you goodnight, i would still make you feel loved. i will hug you tight when you feel cold, i would still let you put your legs on me while we sleep, kiss me when we wake up despite the morning breath and caress me just like what we are doing now... i want you to know that this is forever babe, not another case of shortlived relationships that we're used to.

you gave me a new reason to live. you are my bestfriend, my greatest listener, my helping hand, my caring shoulder, my security blanket, my knight in shining armor, my image of chivalry, my source of strength, my core reason for living, my eternal bliss, an inherent part of who i am, the definition of my very being.

we may have endured 500 fruitful days together, but can you do it for another 500 months or so? coz i can do it for another 500 lifetimes...

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHTOM.

usted es el único para mí y tengo la intención de guardarlo aquel camino. por favor, esté lo mío para siempre.




-BRiiiDGE IN LVE