Recently I've been getting connections from people that had been part of my past. Friends, acquaintances, persistent admirers and the like. One of which had been my best friend, then turned boyfriend, then turned friend then turned plain acquaintance. The other one had been a friend whom I've not been really in touch with for quite some time... and I don't really care. haha. Well he's been a frequent commute-mate, and nothing more than that. And I've been hearing from close friends whom I've not been really in good terms with, but hey, I can't stay mad at them. They're great part of my life and I love being with them so whatever bad happened between us is sooo yesterday.
There's just one person who I really don't want to hear from. Just hearing the name gives me nightmares. The person used to be a huge part of my life and now that I'm reminded of "IT" makes me feel indifferent. I'm the type of person who doesn't regret things that I've done but there's this part of me that doesn't want to be part of that past anymore. If I could only erase that point of my life that I've been with "IT," I'd probably would.
I refer to the person as "IT" because I don't want give specifications regarding "IT" and "IT" is sooo inhumane, rude and insane all at the same time, and I can't imagine myself seeing "IT" and be apathetic. "IT" is so naive and narrowminded as HELL!
But if not for "IT" I wouldn't be meeting my present companion(and hopefully this is for keeps.)
